things you should be aware of

me + m.j + jake = have the gayest, epic conversation EVERRR!

jake: mlahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh marry me
me: K!
jake: :)
me: i dare you.
jake: i would be glad
me: ohhh reeeeally?
jake: no doubt
m.j: fuck, are you guys having an orgy or some lovey doevy crap like that?
me: way to break the mood dewd, i was about to score myself a cheap disposable husband
jake: totallyyy
current mood: sick
current music: seize the day - avenged sevenfold

soundwave was today and my sister sold my fucking ticket saying, "you either pick soundwave or nine inch nails.."
how the heck am i suppose to choose from that? srsly
choosing between a festival where tons of my favourite bands are playing with one of my all time favourite band, or going to there seprate concert where they're playing moar than they should at soundwave with speical guest.
this is hard but sadly i pick nine inch nail ftw, so nin, you better watch out for me cause i'm going to bring hell to the concert hall.

so right now, i'm eating food which taste like shitty cement at the moment because i'm hella sick from cuddling with jake(that fuckface made me sick, stupid bastard. i love him tho) and he pretty much drew me million of pictures of things which made me cheese like crazy. he was really sick tho, coughing everywhere and at me... yuck! i can actually still feel the gems on me now but i somewhat love it in a way its impossible to explain. i feel weak and i don't wanna go to school tomorrow, wahwahwah wah wah wah wahhh
i love how legit gay we are, and how we mispell everything. you would so love to meet us but sadly, we hate people :)

i'm afraid to sleep because im afraid to dream. night is more frightening than day, because at night, as soon as i fall asleep, i'm alone. during the day, i talk. at night, in my dreams, no one answers. i'm always alone and i'm afraid. while i'm falling asleep, i already know what i will dream. i'm afraid.

i wish i was a vampire, really.
NO EDWARD CULLEN MOMENT WHATSOEVER LULZ
current mood: sick
current music: king of the world - porcelain and the tramp

'To dream that you are bleeding or losing blood, signifies that you are suffering from exhaustion or that you are feeling emotionally drained. It may also denote bitter confrontations between you and your friends. Your past actions has come back to haunt you. If you dream that you are giving or donating blood, then it suggests that you are feeling physically drained due to stress. To dream that others are bleeding, signifies an emotional cry for help. To see blood on your hands, signifies that you are experiencing some sort of guilt.'

i hate dreams
current mood: exhausted
current music: what i always wanted - kitte

lol'd

11th weds feb 2009<3