i am so sore from walking all day! today was a terrible day as i hated it and was somewhat annoyed and irrated with the slightest aggression people did and what i thought.
drank so many crappy soda drinks and ended up drinking the 2litre water just like my doctor asked. felt somewhat good about myself and mentally patted myself on the back(lol)
went to luna park and i hated that place for some reason. everything was so tacky and fake with how hot the weather was making me feel, i hate how the rides looked and the feel of children/parents laughing... i hated how i hated today and was partly negative about everything.
on the other hand, i had a good hair cut today which made me feel loads better and ticked off my to-do-list. my layers are pretty short and choppy now but i still need to cut my fringe shorter!!!
had a really nice phone conversation with m.jay for 6hrs straight and it was beautiful(which isn't a surprise)
it was smart, interesting and never awkward and i loved it so much!

i loved how our conversation was like 'doooooddewd', 'sweeeeeet' and 'fuck yeah!'
idk but that's how we talk and i know that didn't sound intellagant the convo, but it was
if you were there, you would of agreed. i miss talking to her so much even tho we always try to talk everyday. i wish i lived closer to her or she lived closer to meeeee :[
i always feel so much better talking to her, i miss her so much even tho she lives 2hrs away from me but stilllll, i love her to bits!
she's the only person that understands/put up with me about my rants and 'how awesome this' and 'how i hate that'
i love how i can be normal around her and feel like family. we tell each other everything and she's fer sure the only person i can spill anything to and i love her for putting up with me cause i wouldn't be the person i am today without her.
we share the same range of music, interest and hobbies yet when i'm down, she always know what makes me smile with 'dewdddd, zacky wouldn't like you crying over *insert my reason for me crying*, he'll think your a fag!!! AHHAHAHAHAHAHA *snort*'
iloveyousofuckingmuch m.j, and how do irhy @ the same time hahahaa
current mood: sore
current music: the wicked end - avenged sevenfold