Saturday, January 17, 2009

get smartz;

the satanic bible
-by anton szandor lavey



i have to seriously consider reading this book from so many good feedback i got from it.
next stop, a bookstore and wasting about $30! 8D
(& no i AM not a devil worshipper or wtfeva your thinking of calling me)

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just a few minutes ago i cried. idky but i just did. i cried when i was lying in my bed and i think i was crying myself to sleep but couldn't really sleep..
i actually think i am depress from all my action and my mind is fucking around with me period.
i got all these thoughts swarming around my mind that i just don't know whats real anymore..
i'm royally fucked over and fucked-wise, no wonder i always put myself down..
current mood: cold
current music: the bird and the worm - the used

2 comments:

CH35C444 said...

awww why you crying for?

vanity sixx said...

irdk.. i just broke down and yeah
i'm a total twat so you can understand why
apparently i have 'issues' as my doctors recall but idk
i don't think i do so its all cool now. i'm pretty content now :)